Poems by a Current Alabama Foster Youth
 

YOU FEEL ALONE,
When you tell someone who says they're your best friend your deepest darkest secret and they leave you.
YOU FEEL ALONE,
When your best friend leaves you.
YOU FEEL ALONE,
When you think someone is your friend and they never act like a friend.
YOU FEEL ALONE,
When someone says they are family and they don't act like it.
YOU FEEL ALONE,
When you don't spend time with true family.
YOU FEEL ALONE,
When the one person who actually understood you leaves forever.
YOU FEEL ALONE,
When you live a life without the one person you always wanted.
YOU FEEL ALONE,
When you have so much pressure on you.
YOU FEEL ALONE.

When you feel alone always know God is there for you and with you. YOU ARE NOT ALONE ANYMORE!
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Why did you leave?
Did you know me?
Why was I not good enough?
Why wasn't I important?
Why did you leave?

You wasn't there for my first birthday.
You didn't see me loose my first tooth.
You didn't see my first day of school.
You didn't see me ride my first bike.
You didn't see me graduate high school.
You didn't teach me to fix things.
You didn't hug me when I had my first crush.
You didn't yell at me when I messed up.
You didn't pick on me when I messed up on awards night.

You didn't say "I'm proud of you"
When I did good in school.
When I graduated.
When I was awarded my scholarships.
When I went to college for the first time.
When I rode a bike for the first time.
When I payed for my car in full.
When I accepted Christ into my life.

Because of you
I have cried myself to sleep.
I haven't been able to let people in.
I haven't ever felt the love I've always wanted from my real dad.
I would be mad seeing my best friend with his dad.
I would be sad because I didn't have my daddy there.

I used to hate you.
I used to want to kill you.

Now I miss you.
Now I love you.
Now I wish I could see you.
Now I pray for you.

I hope your a good man.
I hope your an honest man.
I hope your loving.
I hope you're saved.
I hope I will meet you one day.
I hope to hear "I'm proud of you".
I hope your doing ok.

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